I loved to pen down my thoughts of some eventful day or anytime when I had a lot of thoughts going on. But suddenly, its not so easy anymore. I wish to write; write so much about so many things and yet here I am, completely blank about what to write.
Sometimes, I sit to write with too many thoughts in my head and after just 4 sentences, I run out of perfect sentences and all I am left with are those 4 lines which I keep editing thinking something new might come to me after making such major change. Though, those ‘major changes’ are hardly a change honestly.
Another problem with me is, I can’t write big paragraphs. I change lines after every few points or thoughts.
I seriously don’t understand how these people write novels. Damn. Serious respect. I mean, here I am, someone who can’t even follow a particular writing style and these people end up writing 400+ pages within days.
I don’t think it’s a writers’ block that I have or suffer from now and then. I feel more like someone who wishes to write but struggles to find the right kind of words. It happens even while I talk sometimes. The miscommunication. I always wish to say something and my choice of words always creates a mess of the whole situation by choosing the worst words put together in a very delicate situation. I can’t even tell you how many relationships I have ruined because of this.
In hopes that this will improve and I am able to write, I have decided that I’ll write one post in a few days instead of posting a different blog every single day.
So, in hopes that I am able to write a blog within the time frame and post something soon, I’ll end this one.